MestUp4sumBlink

In Too Deep
2001-11-07 00:31:04 (UTC)

IM GIVING INTO YOU

GAAHHH WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??? I HAVE
LIKE ALL THESE MIXED EMOTIONS AND I AM SO CONFUSED. I DONT
KNOW WHERE I BELONG. I TALKED 2 THE PEOPLE WHO I THOUGHT
WERE HATING ME A LOT TODAY, IM CONFUSED ABOUT THEM. I TRIED
TO TELL AARON TO BE SWEET. HE WONT STOP TALKING ABOUT WHAT
HAPPENED SATURDAY....WHICH NONE OF YOU KNOW ABOUT UNLESS I
TOLD YOU PERSONALLY. ANYWAYZ.....I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND
ANYTHING WITH ME. I HAVE MOOD SWINGS, BUT ITS NOT FROM
HAPPY TO MAD, ITS FROM LIKE HYPER TO SAD, AND I HATE IT.
AARON WAS SUPPOSED TO COME OVER TODAY, BUT WHAT DO YA KNOW?
HE HURT HIMSELF IN FOOTBALL....HES SO STUPID TAHT WHEN HE
GETS HURT HE STILL PLAYS. HEY GREAT WAY 2 FUCK YOURSELF
OVER. OK THO, IM NOT MAD THAT HE DIDNT COME OVER THO CUZ
HES GOTTA LET HIS LEG REST. SO SCHOOL WAS OK
TODAY.....THEATER WAS FUN. WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING EXCEPT WALK
AROUND & ACT REALLY STUPID B/C CATE WAS REGISTERING US FOR
2ND SEMESTER CLASSES. IT WAS FUN. ME & CHELSEA RAN AROUND &
WRAPPED OUTSELVES IN THE CURTAINS. 6TH PERIOD WAS ACTUALY
ENJOYABLE. I SAT THERE & TALKED TO WES & DAVID. THEY R SO
HILARIOUS. WES IS HAVING A PARTY ON SATURDAY...IT SOUNDS
LIKE IT MIGHT BE FUN, BUT THERES NO WAY IN HELL HE'S GUNNA
PULL IT OFF WITH HIS PARENTS THERE. I MIGHT DROP BY 4 A
WHILE. WE PLAYED PENIS & GOT IN TROUBLE. YAY. AND I WENT TO
THE BATHROOM & ALSO WENT TO THE COMMONS & GOT A COKE AND MY
GAY ASS TEACHER SCREAMED AT ME 4 GETTING A COKE...FAGGOT.
SO AFTER SCHOOL I HAD IMPROV. IT WASNT AS BAD AS USUAL CUS
TREY WAS IN A OK MOOD.AFTER IT ME & CANDICE & KT WALKED 2
THE PHARMACY & GOT COKES. WE FOUND SOME GAY PROJECT THAT
WAS A "TREASURE MAP" HAHA IT WAS STUPID. THEN ME & CANDICE
CAME BACK TO MY HOUSE 4 A WHILE & THERE WERE A LOT OF
MEXICANS WORKING ON MY HOUSE. WOWIE. THEY ARE ADDING ON A
ROOF THING BY MY WINDOW SO I CAN CLIMB OUT IT & STAR
WATCH...SOUNDS GAY BUT THAT IS SO AWESUM. BEN WANTS ME TO
GO 2 HIS BANDS SHOW AT THE MELLOW MUSHROOM ON FRIDAY. I
WANT TO GO ACTUALLY, BUT THEN AGAIN I WANNA GO 2 THE GAME.
BUT I GO 2 THE FUCKIN GAMES EVERY WEEK, IVE ONLY MISSED
ONE, I TRY TP HARD TO PLEASE AARON SOMETIMES. OK WELL IM
CONFUSED AND SHIT SO IM OUT.....LEAVE ME A MESSAGE YALL




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