No Use For A Diary
It's so funny! I had a dream about him last night. He called and woke me up and totally apoplogized for everything he did. He was completely civil. And I didn't care! I finally got the apology I'd been waiting months for and I didn't care.
So I think it means that I don't care what he thinks anymore and I just don't give a rat's ass about him. I can finally say that he's just a jerk and it's not my fault.
I do have to admit, though, that I'd really like to see the cute naked boy again(whose name i still know and still refuse to reveal). I'm really embarassed though because I don't think he wants to see me. I don't think he likes me at all. I mean, he didn't even ask for my phone number. So...I'm not gonna get all weird about it because if it turns out that he doesn't like me i'll be hurt...so i'm not gonna get hurt by someone i met once...i think that's an okay thing to say.