fionasunshine

Happy days, and then those other ones
2001-11-06 22:31:48 (UTC)

who needs sleep?

My hands are locked up tight in fists
My mind is racing filled with lists
Of things to do and things I've done
Another sleepless night's begun


My room looks like 12 years of school work exploded, so
much so that there's a little fort, with a king and
everything and little army men come out and attack me when
i'm sleeping. and i think my world would all fall together
if only i could clean my room. but that is impossible,
because whenever i try i make it worse.

it started out okay, just a few papers, and mainly
clothes... but then i took care of the clothes, so it was
great for a day, or a least better, but then i decided i
would bring everything that belonged to me that was not in
my room to my room... then all that stuff kinda exploded,
and meanwhile i brought my clean clothes back and never put
them away, and i have laundry to do too... so, i decide to
start cleaning my room... so what do i do first? i empty my
desk onto the floor... so the floor has 5 times as much
paper on it... and nowhere to put the paper, so i decide to
bring trash bags to throw things out, so i decide, while
i'm at it, i'll empty a dresser full of papers and stuff
and get rid of a lot of that... so with that i ended up
just having trash bags in my room and more paper... but at
least my dresser is empty now right? so... i don't know
where to start now, because my room has NEVER been this
bad, i usually clean it - in every corner and everything -
in the summer at midnight... but i didn't this year, so
it's just gotten worse and worse. so, i really need to
clean my room, which is impossible.

~caroline