Jencaero

Happy Noodle Boy Rox!
2001-11-06 04:28:00 (UTC)

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if the brain were to fade
if i was a vegetable
not literaly speaking, of course
would i still be me?
or perhaps, would i become a totaly different person
but then
eveything i had worked for
to become
would fade away
and what about the god
my god
why
and how
and would it be wrong
to pull the plug
on a vegetable?
would they not want the suffering to end?
but back to the different person
i would cease to be myself
what would happen to my soul
are we predestined
if our soul is made one certain way then is everything
inevetible
and just mere chance where we end up?
are our actions just REactions
a series, a chain or reactions to things that occour?
if so i am not my true self
if it is so
i am no one
and yet
why am i pondering about this
do i want to know
all i need
is gods presence
but what and where is that
in a world so corrupt
where a mention of him
is forbidden for fear of offense to
an aetheist
DO I LOVE GOD
or do i love what he does for me
but if he didnt do anything for me
why would i love him
he couldnt show his greatness
and am i good for fear of going to hell
or am i basicly good?
or am i just fated
to be what i am
i wish i could die
not really
but just know
that hes there
why is god a he
not a she
im in his image
im female
is god just a presence?
is us calling god he just increasing mans superiority over
women?
not that women are inferior
but it could lead men to think that




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