Ok... so this is the beginning of the squizz. For those
still in the dark Squizz refers to the aussie noun "look".
How is this? That the country has hit a recession and the
job force is crumbling... yet I have entertained many
different job offers. Its official, someone royally fucked
To include a bit of neo drama -- Never give whisky to a guy
that can't handle it. Hands through windows make midnight
safeway runs standard fare... and its especially
interesting to hold bloody paper towels on a guys wrist
while he verbally chastises himself for being such loser as
to put his hand through a fucking window. Go figure.
Though to clarify, this guy isn't a loser at all...
I will refrain from telling the whole story for the sake of
those involved, but needless to say it keeps life
I must say that beauty is a curse! It is the facade that
gives until it takes your very soul away.
Went to a cafe for a solo coffee and a spot of reading last
night. I was there maybe 10 minutes before I had a guy
swearing to the entire cafe that I was the most beautiful
woman on earth. Which of course meant that he had to get
his 4 friends opinions as well. Almost as embarassing as
the restaurant episode -- made to stand on a chair in the
middle of the restaurant, while they dimmed the lights,
and one of the waiters sang a ballad to me...
oh yes, I can survive anything! Of course nothing beats
the occasional butter fingered waiter dropping a tray and
looking really embarassed. By my own opinion I am far from
beautiful, I am myself... As american as apple pie without
the filling, all enticing on the outside yet lacking