angryanymore

angryanymore
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2001-11-05 03:14:43 (UTC)

red waves

well... this weekend was eventful...

friday nite: went to the better than ezra concert... i came
out smelling like jock and with a headache... but BET
sounded great...

saturday: i went to try out for some kind of north delta
ms. arts council competition... made it past try outs...
have the real competition the 12th.

saturday nite: went to the coffee bistro with isa and
ali... got to meet this great hippie named kevin along with
several others again... ... he asked me what my hobbies
were... it was nice. especially when he said the
word "vicarious" don't you love that word... ... he's an
art major... ... yay yay. ... ... i made a new friend.

sunday nite: i fell apart... i haven't cried... and thrown
up in a while... but kolby ... thoughts of him, rather...
questions... yada yada... made me... hit the pressure point
with an unavoidable force. ... i called emily... and cried
and cried.... ... ... i think suicide is useless.. and
cowardly... but sometimes it hurts so much... ... ...
and ... i worry about him... ... when i should be worried
about my well being... i see that i'm falling apart. and i
know i need help.. but nothings helping.

by the way... erika skipped... got in trouble again... who
knows what's going on... ... on that note... i'm really
angry... but... what can i do... ?

i have a banquet to go to tomorrow nite... and i'm tired
and i don't feel like it... but... its non negotiable.

...........

music of choice tonite: bright eyes: motion sickness


jane.


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