2001-11-04 20:40:48 (UTC)

I'm not gonna cry

I don't know if I can take this anymore. When we broke
up last Monday, he told me that he still loves me and he
wants to be with me so bad but he can't right now and he
still wants us to be friends and stuff but he doesn't act
like that. He called my mom this morning to tell her happy
birthday and I was asleep and so when they told me I called
him and he was totally acting like he didn't wanna talk and
he said he was on his way to work and he had to go. But
that's bullshit because he doesn't work until 2:00 and this
was like 12:15. I love him so much and I try to be nice to
him but he is never nice back. Well I gotta go take a