JANET

DEAR DIARY, MARCH 18 ..

DEAR DIARY, MARCH 18

WELL TODAY I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. I HAVEN'T WRITTEN
LATELY BECAUSE ITS SPRING BREAK AND I'VE BEEN PARTYING AT
THE BEACH. LEO GOT BACK TODAY. IM NOT TOO HAPPY ABOUT THAT.
I WAS KIND-OFF USED TO BEING ALONE. I ALSO DECIDED TO KEEP
THE BABY. (I HAD THOUGHT OF AN ABORTION)SO I GUESS THE
PARTING STOPS HERE. ANYWAY I BEEN THINKING OF LEAVING LEO.
I NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF ME. NOT IN THE WAY THAT
I WANT SOMEONE TO LOOK AFTER ME, BUT FINANCIALY. I MET A
LOT OF PEOPLE AT THE BEACH. GOT A LOT OF BEATS TOO. I DON'T
FEEL LIKE GETTING TOO PERSONAL RIGHT NOW, BUT MAYBE LATER I
WILL. I NEED TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT I WANT AND WHAT I
DONT. WHEN I FIGURE IT OUT I'LL CATCH UP WHERE I LEFT OFF.
UNTIL MY EMOTIONS BECOME CLEAR,
I WILL WRITE AGAIN,
JANET