MestUp4sumBlink

In Too Deep
2001-11-04 06:21:00 (UTC)

wowie i am soooo happy

HEY. WOW I HAD A REALLY KOOL NIGHT. IT STARTED OFF SHITTY
THO CUZ AARON & ME WERE POSED 2 GO OUT, BUT MY DAD WOULDN'T
LET ME GO ANYWHERE. SO AARON JUST CAME OVER. WE LIKE TOOK A
BLANKET OUT ON THE DAM AND SAT OUT THERE FOR A WHILE. THEN
WE CAME IN & I CUT HIS HAIR. HAHAHAH BUT I LOOKS SOO GOOD
NOW. HES ADORAVBLE.SO THEN WE SAT UP IN MY ROOM & TALKED
AND ACTED STUPID. WE STARTED SORT OF ARGUEING, BUT STOPPED
WHEN WE REALIZED WHAT WE WERE DOING.
THEN WE WERE JUST LIKE TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING AND HE SAID
IT....HE LIKE LOOKED SO SCARED & NERVOUS TO SAY IT. AWWWWW.
IT WAS AN AKWARD SITUATION....BUT HE IS SO CUTE. HE LIKE
MADE SURE I KNEW HE REALLY MEANT IT...AWW. I SERIOUSLY DO
LOVE HIM TOO. IT SOUNDS SO CRNY, BUT ITS THE TRUTH. HE IS
LIKE ONE OF THE ONLY GOOD THINGS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. CUZ
I DON'T KNOW WHERE I STAND WITH ANYONE EXCEPT HIM. ALL MY
FRIENDS ARE SO WEIRD, LIKE I AM ALWAYZ THE ONE THEY LEAVE
BEHIND WHEN THEY FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO HANG OUT WITH. ITS SO
GAY, AND TOTALLY NOT FAIR, BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE IM NOT
WANTED ANYWHERE. THATS ONE REASON I AM SO THANKFUL 4 AARON
CUZ HE IS LIKE ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY SEEMS
LIKE THEY HAVE FUN WHEN IM THERE. I GUESS IM NOT GOOD
ENOUGH FOR MY FRIENDS ANYMORE....WHATEVER.
WELL I AM NOT GUNNA GO ON ABOUT THAT CUZ THERES NO WAY I
WANT TO GET OUT OF MY GOOD MOOD. SO IM OUT. CYAAA