Shot

Dirty Fractyl
2001-11-04 00:22:24 (UTC)

"Clinical Depression"

I get down, so down
I can't tell which way out
I get down, so down
And I lie here as I shout
I get down, so down
And I never know quite why
I get down, so down
And I wish that I could die

Feel my soul
And the pain that this has brought
Feel my heart
And the feelings I have faught
I know right now
That I never will escape
I know right now
That death is my fate
I can't repress
These feelings in my heart
I can't deny
That I just want to depart
To leave it all
Behind within my wake
To cast aside
My heart, I feel it break
It's been too long
Since I've felt love
It's been so long
Feel like a dying dove
I can't reside
Here within my bed
I want to place
A bullet through my head

I get down, so down
I can't tell which way out
I get down, so down
And I lie here as I shout
I get down, so down
And I never know quite why
I get down, so down
And I wish that I could die

Lyin' awake, 4am, can't sleep
Lyin' awake
I can feel these feelings creep
Up in my brain
As I start to go insane
I know for sure
That there never was a cure
Deep within'
My broken empty soul
My eyes project
The blackness, like they're coal
I will not come
To meet you at that place
I've finally quit
Midway within the race

I get down, so down
I can't tell which way out
I get down, so down
And I lie here as I shout
I get down, so down
And I never know quite why
I get down, so down

And I wish that I could die
Starin' again
At the walls within my room
Feelin' the pain
Of impending doom
I hold these pills
So tight against my chest
I hold this death
My only left conquest
I shake the bottle
And hear them come alive
I keep my eyes
On the goal for which I strive
I leave no note
Knowing no one cares
I leave no sign
Succomb unto my fears
I close my eyes
And scream into my bed
I close my eyes
And just wait till I am dead
I get down, so down
I can't tell which way out

I get down, so down
And I lie here as I shout
I get down, so down
And I never know quite why
I get down, so down
And I wish that I could die
And I wish that I could die...