Censored For Your Pleasure
2001-11-03 13:22:38 (UTC)

I am the one who creats this. I..

I am the one who creats this. I am the one who does not
talk. I have the one who creats this. ONly me, it's all my
fault. But I don't know how to change things. I have
nothing to say, it's not as easy as it looks. I just sit,
I don't speak, the words don't like me. It's made harder
when people don't make conversation with me. If someone
were to speak to me I'd do my best to speak back. But
they're all off talking to someone else and I am all
alone. I am so stupid. I hate being so stupid. But I can't
change it, I don't know how. I'm too stupid to know how.
So still I sit here and still I say nothing. I hate this,
I hate this. But no one cares and i'm too stupid so things
will never change. I am too shy to start talking to
someone and I know it would lead nowhere, I've tried and
it was useless. People don't think to talk to me, so
nothing is said. I'm so stupid I hate it. I'm so stupid I
hate me.