MestUp4sumBlink

In Too Deep
2001-11-03 07:48:02 (UTC)

I;ve had the rest of you now i want the best of you

IM PISSED. ABOUT EVERYTHING.
I SWEAR EVERYONE KNOWS HOW TO PISS ME OFF.
IM LOSING FRIENDS. I DONT KNOW WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE. I
DONT KNOW IF I HAVE REAL FRIENDS. I FOUND OUT TONIGHT THAT
LAST MAY AT A FRIENDS HOUSE EVERYONE TALKED SHIT ABOUT ME
AFTER I FELL ASLEEP. PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE MY REAL FRIENDS.
THE SAME PEOPLE THAT IGNORE ME AT ALL TIMES POSIBLE AND THE
SAME GROUP OF FRIENDS THAT I NOW FEEL LIKE I AM NOT PART OF.
IM SICK OF THIS SHIT.
IM SICK OF EVERYONE PRETENDING. EVERYONE IS SO TWO FACED.
I HATE THAT THE PEOPLE IVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH SINCE 3RD &
4TH GRADE LIKE NEVER TALK 2 ME.
THEY NEVER INCLUDE ME IN ANYTHING.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE.
THEY ARE ONL MY FRIENDS WHEN THERE IS NO ONE ELSE.
I GOT CHELSEA IN TROUBLE. I WONT BE ABLE TO HANG OUT WITH
HER FOR A LONG TIME.
ME & KATHERINE GOT TO HANG OUT TONIGHT FOR THE 1ST TIME
SINCE WE GOT CAUGHT DRINKING. IT WAS KOOL.
ME & AARON FAUGHT ALL THURSADY NIGHT...I CRIED MYSELF TO
SLEEP. I HATE WHEN WE FIGHT LIKE THAT CUZ RIGHT NOW
HE IS LIKE THE ONLY GOOD THING GOING ON WITH ME...SO I GET
SO SAD WHEN WE FIGHT.
WELL I CANT RIGHT CUZ LIKE ALL THESE WEIRD THIGS R GOIN ON.
ME & AARON ARE BETTER NOW THO....YAY! ONE THJING TO BE
HAPPY ABOUT. IM OUT