moshingkow

amanda

im afraid amanda loves me too much. i hate the way things
work out in my mind sometimes. i know that we wont last
forever, i wouldnt give it up for the world, but i know
that people change, especially teenagers. i know shes going to
change, i know im going to change. we all are going to
have to adapt. but i fear that her reliance upon me
might be the end of something beautifull. i just hope
that we stay friends if we break up. i dont know. i am
alwas thinking too much of things. im gonnna go to bed
now 3 entries is enogh for one day