bluff before i

but why?

i wonder what changed his mind. i have no idea. ??? i'm a
bit confused. but i can't wait to see him so i just want to
stop obsessing with the fact that he'll be dissapointed in
me.

still waiting here at school...waiting for my friend to get
out of class. then i'll head home. whoop dee doo. so much
fun, oh yeah....sarcasm is great, isn't it?...*sigh*

any ways...i'm really bored so i think that i'll go and sit
next to my friends classroom door and knock until the
teacher gets fed up...only kidding but i think i'll go and
make faces at my friend through the window.

how to end this entry???

one sad girl living in a wannabe optimistic world...when
you really think about it...everyone is a pessimist and we
don't care about being sad because we all think that it
feels good when someone tries to cheer us up...it's nice to
have that feeling inside that someone cares(even if they
don't).

"be optimistic
don't you be a grumpy
when the road gets bumpy
just smile smile smile
be happy"

SHUT UP!

THAT STUPID SONG! WHO WROTE IT ANYWAY? DIDN'T THAT PERSON
KNOW?...

PEOPLE WILL GET SAD...

I GET SAD...

I'M MAD!...PHUCKIN' PISSED OFF...

but why?