No Use For A Diary
My roommates are gone. Heather went to Yosemite and Shawn went to New Mexico. They'll be gone until Sunday. I was suppposed to go to Brendan's today but I couldn't get a ride. Heather and Shawn said I could get a ride from them but then today they changed their minds. Oh well. I'll figure it out.
I don't think I want a boyfriend. Really. Usually, I have a crush on someone and I spend my time thinking about him and all that crap. But right now, I don't have a crush on anyone. It's nice, actually. I think I just wanna be alone for awhile. At least that way, I won't always feel shitty about someone not liking me.
I was telling Shawn last night how I've only really kissed 3 guys. I said it was because boys didn't like me and he said it was because maybe I didn't like any boys. I don't know which it is. People have told me I'm really pretty. I don't believe them but they think it so some guys must.
A lot of people also tell me that I'm really smart and a good person and all that. That's what I think is really important. So somebody tell me. If i'm so smart and pretty and great, how come nobody likes me? Grr. It's frustrating. Oh well though. No worries.
Today I found out that a band I like broke up. I can't say who it is though. It's classified.
I'm gonna go make dinner...