Damsel in Distress

PHUCK ME
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2001-11-01 08:10:19 (UTC)

HORNY

well, its halloween. it is a full moon, dark, and
drizzling. ok my biggest turn ons are rain and night. well
the full moon makes me act weird. i abused the vibrator 3
times already. well, i had this little fantasy....
well it would be cool if it were night and raining. it
would be cool to fuck a guy on a bridge on the kids'
playground equiptment at the park. i would be wearing a
dress that the top tied, and the skirt would be lifted and
top untied. i think that would be just great. i know its
not oldfashioned but im not an old fashioned person. i like
things a little rough and a little domination in both
directions. handcuffs are as far as i go...and they are
love cuffs which are handcuffs made of an exercise fabric.
they are pretty cool. i know i call myself an angel well,
its not true. i am no angel. i cannot help myself. i am not
a sex addict, but i do enjoy sex. plus although i have this
fantasy i made myself a rule...no sex until im in a stable
relationship. i needed to make this rule for myself. after
my pregnancy scare, it was the best thing i could do for
myself. i do respect myself and keeping this rule shows
that.

today is halloween...the guy i care for is hopefully safe.
he went out tonight with some friends...he is really
intelligent and smart, but last time he drove home after he
drank alcohol. i specifically asked him not to drink and
drive. well, 3 years ago this december my friend melissa
was driving home from ucla to tracy. there is a set of
mountain ranges when you enter tracy from livermore, and
well she got hit by a drunk driver and her car tumbled down
the mountain. she was pronounced dead on the scene. she
died on christmas eve. i had another friend get into an
accident with a drunk driver. my friend and her sister and
two other friends went out and were heading back home for
the night. the oldest sister was driving the younger in the
passenger seat the two friends in the back. the oldest
sister who was driving had been drinking, well she got into
an accident and her sister flew through the windshield. she
is now charged with manslaughter and has to live with the
fact that she murdered her sister. well, he was drinking
and he said that he had almost nothing to drink, but he was
complaining of a migrain. i am so happy that he is still
alive, but he did drink and it did piss me off. i was so
mad at him, yet he couldnt see why it was wrong. he
promised me tonight he wouldnt drink. i hope he doesnt. i
am completely worried about him. i hope he is safe.
-damsel in distress