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In Too Deep
2001-10-30 23:23:10 (UTC)

I KNOW I MAY BE YOUNG...BUT IVE GOT FEELINGS TOO

OK YEAH HAD 2 USE SOME BRITNEY SPEARS LYRICS...HAHA. JUST A
JOKE SORRY. YEAH AARON SAYS "IM TRYING TO BE LIKE
HER" ....GUESS HES THE ONE THAT CANT TAKE A JOKE. WHATEVER.
SO YEAH I WISH I WOULD HAVE WRITTEN LAST NIGHT CUZ I HAD
ALL THESE THOTS AND EMOTIONS THAT I COULD HARDLY EXPLAIN. I
WAS SO FRUSTERATED & I DIDNT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING...IT WAS
CRAZY. LIKE I WAS QUESTIONING EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE...MY
BOYFRIEND, MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY...I HAD ALL THESE GOOD AND
BAD OUTLOOKS...IT WAS JUST REALLY WEIRD. OK SO YEAH.
WELL TODAY I HAD SCHOOL WHICH WAS OK. I GOT A LOT OF
COMPLIMENTS-WHICH LIKE NEVER HAPPENS. WOW. THEN I HAD
IMPROV WHICH WAS FUN TODAY CUZ THE GROUP WAS SO SMALL &
TREY WAS ACTUALLY IN A GOOD MOOD. HE TOLD ME I WAS EITHER
PSYCHOTIC, OR GOOD AT PORTRAYING A PSYCHOTIC PERSON....ILL
TAKE THAT AS A COMLIMENT CUZ IT MEANS IM GOOD AT
SOMETHING...BUT ER IM NOT SURE IF IT WAS ACTUALLY A
COMPLIMENT. OK SO YEAH. CATE PISSED ME OFF SO FUCKING BAD.
HES BI-POLAR AND LIKE AT THE BEGINING OF CLASS HE FLIPPED
OUT & STARTED SCREAMING & MADE US TAKE THIS QUIZ THAT LIKE
THE WHOLE CLASS FAILED, THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN AFTER THAT
HE'S ALL IN A GOOD MOOD. HE'S ALWAYZ LIKE THAT. BUT MOSTYLY
HES KOOL. I GOTTA START PRACTICING A MONOLOGUE FOR THE
CRUCIBLE AUDITIONS, THAR ARE IN A MONTH....I WANNA TOTALLY
BLOW HIM AWAY AND DO AN AWESUM JOB. I JUST HOPE I CAN PULL
IT OFF---THERES GUNNA B LOTS OF REALLY GOOD PEOPLE TRYING
OUT.WHATEVER. SO AARON LOOKED CUTE TODAY, MAYBE IT WAS CUZ
HE HAD BEEN AWAKE FOR LONGER THAN 10 MINUTES WHEN HE GOT TO
SCHOOL, AND HE HAD ON MY FAVE OUTFIT ON HIM. WOWIE.
ME & CHELSEA & AARON * STEPHEN R ALL MOST LIKELY GOIN TRICK
OR TREATING TOMORROW...HAHAH. YAY. ME & CHEL WANTED 2 GET
TRASHED, BUT AARON CANT CUZ HES GOTTA DRIVE SO IT WOULDNT B
FAIR TO HIM. OH WELL ITS NOT A BIG DEAL AT ALL. ME & CHEL
ARE EITHER GOIN 80'S OR ILL B BRITNEY SPEARS & SHE'LL B
SANDRA BULLOCK(THEY LOOK EXACTLY ALIKE). OK WOWIE. WELL I
AM GONNA GO I GUESS.....CUZ ...YEAH. CYA