AmericanIrishRose

SomewhereInTime
2001-10-30 14:46:03 (UTC)

Everything I do I do it For You!

Dear Diary:
"Everything I do I do it For You" is the name of a song I dedicate to my honey-bear.
He is so sweet and I would rather die than hurt him
or see him be hurt again.

He was hurt very much by his ex wife. She lost love for him and it was they lost their son, who would now be 15 years old.

I can not figure out why they didnot just try to work out their differences. People marry for love and not to have children. Three years after they divorce she gets pregnant with another man's child. I think that man was already in the picture but she did not know how to tell him another man was in the picture so she filed for a divorce on the grounds
of irreconcible differences, but they are not named
in the divorce papers.

She asked that the state reinstate her maiden name
so in that case, she did not want to keep her married last name.

Honeybear would have been hurt anyway. If another
man was a factor atleast she could have told him
she found someone else.

I do not keep secrets from Frank about Honeybear.
Honeybear knows about Frank. Honesty is the best
policy.

Right now, Honeybear is too frail and dedicate to
hear what I suspect. Because he has not gotten over his divorce.

We never stop loving the first man or woman we fall in love with and marry. I know. But we need to move on and let ourselves trust and love again.

We all deserve a chance to be happy and love and to be loved and express our love.

Oh Honey-bear, give us time. Ultimately one day
we will be together, wait on the Lord. You told me
that my Christianity gives you strength. Derive
your strength on the Lord.
He bought us together and I feel he will keep us
together if we do not rush things.

Love, AmericanIrishRose
Karissa Anne




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