Not So Pretty

burn out
2001-10-30 00:13:26 (UTC)

Life Is Peachy.....Life Is Beautiful

*cough cough* so.....like....how is everyone tonight? oh
yeah? well that's kewl. It is now 3:48 PM In washington
anywayz. it's really cold here though, it's like 45
degrees outside. oh well, I'll live. Chelsea, Kristina
and maybe Patrick and I are gonna go to the scaregrounds
those of you who have no clue what that is...It's this
yearly thing that they have at the evergreen state
fairgrounds in Monroe (where I live) and it's hosted by The
End (local rock radio station) well...if you really call
Seattle Local. "they spun a web for me...." n e who... I
got a 100% today on a test in science! I was like....
Yaybeanz! but oh well. Mr.Allen is so kewl, he's letting
me rewrite my rough draft for my comparison on eastern and
western washington. it was actually due like 2 weeks ago,
and I didn't do it cuz I lost my rought draft that me and
Mr.Allen had already looked over and stuff like that he
said that I had an awesome rough draft....but I guess it's
just my luck to forget where I put the mother fucker. it's
quite...thrilling..? I dunno but I'm supposed to be
getting like.... an A in his class but since that writing
essay was 33% of my grade and I got a 0 out of 100....I
only got a C so I was kinda pissed. but oh well I'll
live, I just gotta rewrite the bitch and get it over with.
I might get like... a semi good grade, but I highly doubt
that. *ahem* I'm sick...and I figured out why I'm sneezing
so badly......it's cuz the stupid fuckers who are making a
house development like...200 feet from my house are gonna
pave a lil road or some shit like that...and like...it's
leaving dust on the main road and it's like... fucking up
my sinuses...so like.....YAY! I get to be sick cuz of some
man made stupid shit! *sigh* I need to repaint my nails,
the black is starting to come off. but then again...I
probably won't have time to do it. oh well. okay...it's
now 4:08PM my dad is supposed to take my friends and I to
the scaregrounds at 6:30 cuz it starts at 7:00 and we don't
want to get caught up in line. but like....n e wayz... I
think...I think...I dunno, me and my sister had a really
strange but interesting conversation last night. it was
about her "deep depression" and I was like..quiet the whole
time... trying to consentrate on my fingers which seemed
really interesting at the time. it was all fine and
everthing but then she's like..."I know there's nothing
wrong with you, if there was then I'd know" so I'm just
like.."okkkkk" like I really care, I mean......I'm sure
that there's nothing wrong with my head but the way she
said it just kinda pissed me off, I don't know, i guess you
had to just be there. let's see....another thing that
pissed me off today was that there was this girl in my
science class and she's all talking about all the times
that she's had sex before and I'm just like trying to zone
out cuz I didn't want to hear about that stupid fucking
shit. I was so fucking pissed, I fucking HATE sluts like
that! I mean it's just fine if you want to fuck some guy
you don't even know....whatever floats your boat, I'm not
here to judge...but like.....why do they have to talk about
it durring class? I'm sure that if I asked her to stop
talking about that then she'd say something like "you're
just jealous cuz you don't get any" yeah,I wouldn't doubt
that I am jealous of her..but not becuz of that....I mean
like...I have morals! i'm not gonna go fuck the first guy
who asks to get into my pants (I don't see who would want
to anywayz) but still...all that aside....I'd never go fuck
someone that I didn't know. but oh well. 4:14 PM. okay
I've drawn a blank...I don't know what to say....*sneeze*
my god it's cold in here! ....watch me dance! dance Jecka
dance! okay that was useless, you can't see me dance
anywayz! what a waste of time and energy! but n e
who's...I was watching this movie last night and it was on
TNT and it seemed like some sort of an independent film cuz
of the fucked up shit in it.....it was called "Delores
Claiborne"?? and there was this one part where it showed
this one girls past and when she got molested by her dad
and there was like this lil flashback scene thing when the
girl was like......watching herself as a child and her dad
and her dad's like.... "you have really cold hands" and the
girls like pulling away from him and he's like..." no one's
gonna see, I promise" and he's like pulling her hand into
his pants and she's like "noo!" and he's like....."come on,
just how daddy showed ya to" and then her hand was down his
pants and he's like "ohhhhh yes! that's my girl!" and then
she's like giving him a hand job he's some drunk 40 year
old man an she's 12! and then he kisses her on the
forehead....yeah I'm sure that you're all sickened by that
but still...like.... if you really think about it....
there's really some fuckin' sick ass son of a bitch people
like that. it's fucking disgusting but ya know... there's
too many of them to stop 4:20! HA! n e wayz...I'z gonna go
now... sorry for any typos that i'm sure that I made. and
if you stuck through this whole thing...you deserve a
medal!...but I'z sorry, I don't have a medal to give ya!
but n e wayz.....HOLY YOGURT BATMAN! TO THE BATMOBILE!
*cough* okay that's enough toodlez! and remember... "beauty
is not in the eye of the beholder, but in the heart of the
beautiful" luv ya much! ~JeckyPoo~




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