nyucatherine

nyucatherine
2001-10-29 20:12:28 (UTC)

again

here i go again
throwing words
out into the world
hoping that
they could change it
but its always the same
i can’t try something new
this is all i have
this one emotion
hanging on me
this one point of unhappiness
that follows me
this is all i can give you
this is all i can do
my heart is drowning
i’m faltering
i’m so damn tired
i just want you
to leave me alone
i want me
to leave me alone
i don’t want to work
to talk
to laugh
to go out
to try
to listen
i just want to
curl up and sleep
preferably with
my head on your
shoulder – the only shoulder that ever
knew me and gave
me comfort
but i can’t
because i’m afraid
so here i am
alone
again




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