2001-10-29 19:58:41 (UTC)

stagnant pin

it still hurts
like the pin was lodged into my heart
and i still think about it
i’m still aware of your presence
every day
but now its different
because this hurt
is what i think it was supposed to be
where it hurts
but you survive
and go on
and i wish it didn’t hurt
but i’m hoping this hurt
won’t last too long
and then it won’t hurt at all
but for now
the pin still is there
but i havent been plunged into hell
its just wistful
looking at a life
that could have been better
but for now
i’ll just wait it out
and hope it goes away
just hope that you take the pin out
or that it falls out on its own
whichever will hurt less

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