I AM HAPPY, I AM HAPPY, I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY (repeat to fade)
ok, so I'm not....and I don't know why...
In the grand scheme of life, I'm probably a pretty well off
I own my own house
Good (sometimes) job
yet I am truly miserable...I don't even have a reason for
this...One of the worst things I was ever asked at a
training course was "name a time when you were really
happy?" I couldn't...I can't remember ever being truly
happy, content or anything like that..
I have no idea why I am this way...all the above, while
good are only material possessions. I HATE MATERIALISTIC
There must be more to life than this, there really
must...Are we really only here to live out a mundane
existence of working/sleeping with a bit of fun on the
side?? Someone asked me what else I'd been upto recently
and I hate the answer...it's always NOTHING!
The tragic truth is that there are really only two things
keeping me alive at this moment in time..
The completion of Star Wars (I know exactly how ridiculous
this sounds, but is entirely true..)
And the upset it would cause my parents...
Ah fuck it, maybe it's just Monday getting to me...
I AM HAPPY, I AM HAPPY, I AM HAPPY!!