Amnesia

dude
2001-10-29 02:10:24 (UTC)

Well, well, well,

Today was my last day at A.K. Thank the Godess. O.K, you
know what this means, it's time to make a list of things I
wanna get back to doing, start doing and do more of now
since I'm unemployed again:

EDUCATION SPIRITUAL OTHER

Set up still lives Go to temple Spend time
Learn to use the Find a temple with him.
stuff I bought Read spiritual books Maybe learn
from Genesis Meditate to play
Do Yoga guitar
Take a trip in car
with friends!!!

Hopefully I'll get to accomplish these things.

About my best friend now, if I assumed that you found
your home, I'm sorry. I guess what I've come to realize,
(to word it better,) is that, yes Calli,is not your home.
But atleast you're out there. Every one I knew has moved on
to bigger and better things. TWO times in my life. All of
my friends. I haven't changed. I haven't done crap with my
life. I'm holding myself back, and my family is holding me
back. Although, somewhat I feel a little better. Let me
tell you about this.
I WAS IN BETWEEN DOORS AT A.K, AND I BLINKED. WHILE I
WAS DOING THAT I SAW AN IMAGE OF A MAN THAT LOOKED SIMILAR
TO MY BOSS. (NO BIG DEAL RIGHT, WRONG.) A FEW SECONDS LATER
I SAW A MAN THAT LOOKED ALMOST EXACTLY LIKE THE IMAGE IN MY
HEAD. I MAINLY REMEMBERED THE PANTS THAT DUDE WORE. THEY
WERE TAN/WHITE. I SAW HIM COMING FROM THE STREET. THAT'S
EXACTLY WHERE HE CAME FROM. EVEN THOUGH MY THOUGHT WAS
BLURY, IT WAS EXACT. THE NEXT FREAKY THING WAS A LITTLE
WHILE LATER. I WAS THINKING OF A WOMAN WITH A LONG RED
COAT, KINDA LIKE MY MOMS. IT WAS A MUCH BLURRIER PICTURE.
ABOUT 7 MIN. LATER I SAW A WOMAN CROSSING THE STREET WITH
THAT COAT. THEN I THOUGHT WHAT'S NEXT, GREEN? I DIDN'T
WANNA THINK ABOUT THAT SINCE IT WAS GETTING FREAKY AND I
DIDN'T WANNA JINX IT. AGAIN, ABOUT 9 MINUTES LATER, I SAW
THIS CHICK WALKING DOWN THE STREET IN THE OPPOSITE
DIRECTION OF THE FIRST DUDE. (ALL GREEN JACKET.) I CONSIDER
THAT A SIGN FROM A GODESS. THIS PROVES TO ME THAT ME
QUITING WAS A RIGHT MOVE. I HOPE THIS WILL LEADE ME TO THE
GODESSES REALM. I HOPE THIS WILL HELP ME FIND MYSELF. I
HOPE I'LL GET MORE SIGNS LIKE THIS.
I'll catch you later dude, gotta catch some zzzzzz...

Sincerely
-Amnesia




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