* Karlie *

dyingtobethin
2001-10-29 02:04:05 (UTC)

School again

Well I just got back to school and I feel like shit. I ate
a lot this weekend, surprise surprise. I've decided not to
go back home until thanksgiving. That gives me 30 days to
get myself together. 30 days to lose at least 15 lbs. I
can do it. I know I can do it! I'm so sick of feeling
useless and gross. Every night I end up crying. I always
feel so depressed, so fat and so disgusting. I can't go
home anytime soon... I have to wait it out. I have to eat
less. I just have to!




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