mysteria

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2001-10-28 17:43:08 (UTC)

hatred

I hate the feeling. It's like a plague. I won't let myself
feel it. Instead, I'll say it's annoyance, dislike, and some
other big word.
She pulls people's strings to get attention and pity. She
takes a little problem and inflates it to the size of
massachusets (assuming that's spelled right) and
says "LOOK AT MY PROBLEM, HEHEHEHE" and
basically boasts it.
But ya know what? Everyone's sick of it. No one
believes her anymore. She's lied so much that no one
knows what's true and what's not.
She's created this costume of a different person that's
full of lies and ... more lies, and steps into it all the time.
I don't know if she thinks that's her real self or not. I'm
beginning to wonder if it's some sort of mental problem
she has.