dragon_amor

Kami
2001-10-28 14:48:17 (UTC)

Distraction over Kronos Quartet & Jeff Buckley

Six years later, with so much on my mind, I finally run
into Jade again. She was living in Halifax then, and it
was so incredible and sureal to see her again. She had
fallen in love with another guy named Brady while out West -
but it felt the same to be around her after all these
years anyway. It was like nothing changed between us in
all the important ways. I felt like I was myself again for
the first time in six years. I could feel the ice of those
cold years melting away and realized for the first time how
cold and neccessarily disconected from myself I had grown
over the years with her absence. I showed her my tatoo on
my back she had heard about - a dragon. It was something I
had done to ease myself over her moving away and not heard
from in so long. Maybe partly due to her fascination with
dragons, or her nickname for me (dragon_amor), or due to my
birth year in 1976 (year of the dragon. Hell, maybe I
wanted to get the expression off of my chest (and on to my
back???) - I am not completely certain. I knew I needed
something to help me remember who I am - now that what felt
like a big part of me had left with her in 1996 (or gone
into some kind of hibernation of indetermined length). I
always felt I had a sense of how she was doing - how she
felt at the time - and it seemed to go both ways really
accurately despite growing years and a continent apart.

So much spiritual relief after six isolated years...
So good to see her again ^_^

to be continued...




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