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my ups and downs of my life
2001-10-28 11:43:31 (UTC)

MY HUSBAND

DEAR DIARY 10/15/01

MY HUSBAND WHO IS SOON GOING TO BE MY EX-HUSBAND RAPED ME
THIS MORNING.HE IS NEVER ALLOWED OVER TO MY HOUSE,AND IS
NOT ALLOWED EVER AGAIN TO SEE OUR SON ROBERT.I WAS MARRIED
TO HIM FOR 4 LONG YEARS.I NEW HIM SINCE HIGH SCHOOL,HE WAS
15 AND I WAS 16.I NEVER THOUGHT THAT HE WAS THE KIND OF MAN
THAT WOULD RAPE SOMEONE,BUT NOW I KNOW HE IS.I WISH I HAD
NEVER MET HIS SORRY LOOKING ASS.ONLY ONE THING THO THAT
CAME GOOD OUT OF BEING WITH HIM,AND THATS MY SON.MY HUSBAND
NOAH HURT ME SO.I USE TO LOVE HIM,BUT I STOPED LOVING HIM 6
MONTHS AGO.HE IS A REAL JERK.HE IS A REAL CONTROLLING
MAN.HE IS REAL BOSSY.HE TELLS U WHAT TO BUY,NOT TO WEAR
MAKE-UP,NOT TO CUT YOUR HAIR OR DYE IT,HE THINKS HE HAS
BRAINS,AND THAT YOUR BRAINLESS.I THOUGHT WHEN I MARRIED HIM
IT WOULD BE FOREVER,BUT I WAS DEFINATLY WRONG.MY HUSBAND
STILL TRIES TO SAY HE LOVES ME,BUT I KNOW OTHERWISE.WHEN HE
RAPED ME I TOLD HIM NO AND TO STOP,AND HE ACTUALLY HAD THE
NERVE TO SAY HE CANT STOP.ANY MAN CAN STOP IF THE WOMAN
WANTS HIM TO.HE IS SUCH A LOSER.I CAN FIND A BETTER MAN
THAN THAT,ALOT BETTER.WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE 4 YEARS I
WASTED BEING WITH HIM I COULD OF HAD A BETTER MAN,ONE THATS
HONEST,CARES,LOVES,FAITHFUL,AND NOT A RAPEST,CONTROLLING
BASTERD.I AM THANKFUL I HAVE A MOTHER,SISTERS,BROTHERS,
UNCLE,AUNTS,COUSINS,AND MY SON THAT CARES.I WISH NOAH COULD
HAVE CHANGED,BUT THATS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN.


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