pensive problematic

#3 i'm not ready for this... (guy stuff)

alright alright...
something i've noticed lately.
guys. no no, i'm not noticing guys, cuz well i've been
noticing them for a while now, but...guys are noticing me!
this is something i'm not used to. i mean pretty much all
my life i've been told by my tias and tios, cousins, and
friends, that i'm pretty and "beautiful". but i never
beleived it. and i still don't. this is just too much for
me! am i deprived or what? maybe deprived isn't the
word...maybe its isolated.