Elizabeth Johnson

Beth's Thoughts
2001-03-15 02:07:34 (UTC)

3-14-01 Hey! Well, it s such a..

3-14-01

Hey! Well, it's such a lovely day today! Tessa thought she
was pregnant. Not cool. I was totally freakin out. I mean
bad. Chris is in trouble for coming over here last night.
Now we can't see each other for 2 weeks. That means he
won't get to see me in my honor society thing. That's the
biggest thing in my h.s. career, and he might not get to
see it. He can piss me off sometimes, but I love him so
much. I know he would bend over backwords to do anything
for me, and I love that. But he doesn't stand up for
himself. It feels like his mom hates me all the time. Which
is kinda makin me mad. I mean it's just a feeling. We'll be
together for 4 months on the 25th of this month. The sex is
great, and we have a great relationship, but it's this
entire mom thing that is pinchin my ass cheeks over here. I
mean come on. If anything was to break us up it'd be that.
I just feel uncomfortable about it. Change subject!
Samantha is goin to be 6 months old on the 21st. She's
gettin so big. Tim is goin away to Michigan on Sunday.
YEA!! Thank gosh for that one. I hate him. I really do! I'm
so worried about Tessa. I'm scared she's goin to do
something stupid like really get pregnant. I try to keep
her safe from all the dangers life has to offer, but this
is one thing I can't keep her from. I gave her a condom and
told her to come to me for ANYTHING. I'm glad she did. We
took her to Family Planning today to get her on birth
control. She's goin on it Friday. That'll make me feel a
little better. Not much, but a little! I feel like I can't
talk to mom about anything. She won't give me advice about
anything. It kinda makes me mad, cause I'm making an effort
to connect with her, and she won't. Dad is giving me more
advice then her. Oh well. I need to go. Write less later.
Bye!




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