the one who got away

lost somewhere inside of me
2001-10-27 19:47:25 (UTC)

why

i have always said that certain things wouldnt bother me
im not really a jealous person.......last night proved me
wrong
i guess it hit me more than it should have
i tell everyone else that we are just flirtatious
and that its easier that way...i never in a million years
thought that i would be jealous

all these incomplete thoughts arent helping me either

maybe b/c its the closest thing to a realtionship i have
right now and things seemed to be going great.......but i
have to admit i wasnt being fair in this situation
there is a difference in my opinion though
i dont know quite how to explain how or why i think its
different but it is

hopefully ill sort these thoughts out and be able to think
more clearly later