Someone

My problems.
2001-10-26 20:59:13 (UTC)

Unsure What To Think...

Well its the weekend and just like any other one, mines
gonna be boring. I get to work at my parents store
trying to get it back into shape. So I get to have
absoluetly no fun as usual and just wait until I can go
back to school.

This year school is different. This year I actually enjoy
coming to school. I don't know why, maybe its because
it's my last year. Or maybe its because I get to see my
friends. But I actually want to go to school. Its odd. All
the previous years I would just skip friday's and
sometimes mondays. The only people that really
noticed it were the people in my Accounting class. They
would always talk about how I wasn't in school and stuff
and my teacher would always ask me on Thursdays if I
was gonna be in school the next day. And usually I
wouldn't be there :) . I took college account this year
and so now she is actually proud of me because I've
gone to school every single day except for one when I
had a dentist appointment. My teacher didn't think I
could make it 4 whole weeks without skipping because
last year I would skip everyother friday. So I proved her
wrong by staying in school EVERY day including the day
I was in a car accident. So she was nice enough to
bring me in cookies :) The bad thing is that I was
supposed to get the excess and as soon as my teacher
said that the whole class stormed the cookies at ate
the rest. Nice class huh? So know I'm attempting to do
the unthinkable, staying in school for 10 weeks striaght.
I know I know, it seems like nothing to you, but its an
accomplishment for me.

I am really good in Accounting and I think I might want
to have a career in it but I'm not really sure what I wanna
do in my life at the moment. I will problably do
something in bussiness or computers. Just have to
decide in the future.

What else can I talk about? Today I had some fun with
Angela cause she ditched Speech class and we went
to her math room. She helped her teacher and I sat
there like a bump on a pickle doing my own work. After
I was finished though I did help her teacher and I kinda
felt good doin it. Thanks Angela.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................. What else
can I say? My birthday is in 9 whole days and I'm gonna
be turning 17. I really don't feel excited or anything
because I know its just gonna be another thing for my
parents to argue at. Now a'days when they want to
make fun of me they say something like, "why don't you
try to act like a 17 year old." I guess I'm just not mature
enough for them. I dunno.

Sorry, I didn't write a poem today because today I felt
actually really good for some reason. I wasn't really
upset most of the day, but still something inside of me
is still feeling emotionaly unstable. I wish things would
just get better and I know they will soon, somehow.

Let me leave you with a thought...
And If you can answer it... Drop me a line...

"Why do nice guys finish last?"

-Someone




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