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GLASS OF TEARS
2001-10-26 16:56:49 (UTC)

NOT MUCH

TODAY IS ANOTHER DAY IN OCTOBER NOT MUCH TO TALK ABOUT I
JUST FEEL SOOOOO DISAPPOINTED ABOUT EVERYTHING I DONT FEEL
ANYTHING ANY LONGER MY EMOTIONS ARE LIKE TOTALLY GONE,I
FEEL SOOO NUMB I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO EACT TO ANYTHING
THAT HAPPENS WITH MY SPOUSE I NEED FRIENDS,FAMILY NEW FACES
PEOPLE THAT CAN ENCOURAGE ME THAT CAN GIVE ME GOOD ADVICE
ANYTHING I JUST WANT HELP.I HATE THIS WHOLE NUMBNESS AND I
AK GOD TO ATLEAST LET ME CRY SOMETHING BECAUSE I DONT EVEN
HAVE TEARS TO SOB THATS HOW MY EMOTIONS ARE LATELY THEY
JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE BUT IN AWAY THAT IS GOOD
BECAUSE IT MEANS I'M OVER THE WHOLE SITUATION WITH MY
SPOUSE IT MEANS I'M REALLY OVER HIM NOW I KNOW IF HE LEAVES
I WILL TRULY BE ALRIGHT NO MORE CRYING,SADNESS OR
DEPRESSION I'M GONNA BE OK WITH MY KIDS.NOW HE CAN BE ON
HIS WAY AND NOT WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING I JUST HOPE HE
REALIZES THAT I WANT TO BE GOOD FRIENDS FOR OUR KIDS SAKE


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