snap as i move through the..
snap as i move through the grass. the crackling grass lies
under me as i lie in the sun. thinking and feeling and just
existing. why should i be down? i know i should feel horrid
but you know what. i won't let you see. you can't hurt me.
and i won't hold on. because i don't have to do anything.
not even move on. just be there. right? ridiculous thoughts