Heart of Tanglewood

this's a old entry from a old diary just adding it

You know today I'm saying I'm content with my life, tomorrow
I'm going to be bitching about how much my life sucks. It
all depends on my mood.

Music induces certain emotions from us. If we want to sound
calm we listen to fast-paced music we are wound up, if we
listen to slow music were calm. So any kind of music is good
if induces the emotion you desire.

I wish I were more artistic though. I wish I could draw or
paint or write (I’d love to be able to write beautiful
poetry), but I lack those skills. I believe that everyone
has a true gift for something, they just have to find out
what it is. It doesn't have to be something like acting or
piano it can just be a gift for handling life a certain way.
Sometimes you can't even be sure you've found out what your
gift is or not. Sometimes you can find your gift but not
realize that it's a gift until you put it through a rigorous
test.

Thanks for reading my stuipid ranting and raving, if you read
this can you leave a messege or something so I know people
are reading them? you don't have to leave your E-mail or
anything if you don't want to. If you do thanks, tell me
your opnions, Do you think I'm an airhead? Do you think I'm
ignorant? I want to know your opnions on me because that's
why my diary is public.

The sun came up today
I smiled from it's warmth
The sun came up today
I frowned at it's incandescenty
The sun came up today
I cried for it's pulchritude
The sun came up today
It flooded my bedroom
The sun came up today
What will happen in my life?
The sun came up today
If the sun doesn't come tomorrow?