VAMYR GUARDIAN ANGEL

Shadow
2001-10-24 22:22:54 (UTC)

I THINK SO........

AFTER EIGHTY FAILED RELATIONSHIPS, A NORMAL PERSON
WOULD'VE PROBABLY GIVEN UP. I'M NOT NORMAL IF YOU DIDN'T
ALREADY KNOW.
ACTUALLY, ALL THOSE MISTAKES HAVE TAUGHT ME WHAT I
REALLY DO WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP. I'VE GONE OUT WITH PRISSY-
ASS SNOBS, AND TRAILOR-TRASH UNDERDOGS.(NOT BEING MEAN, BUT
WHO SAID THE TRUTH WAS KIND?)
I THINK I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY SOLACE, THOUGH. AND I'VE
TOLD HER I THOUGHT SO. SHE SAYS I'M MORE THAN SHE EVER
DREAMED OF. WHILE I TRY TO SWALLOW THAT, I REALIZE SHE'S
ALL I EVER DREAMED OF. I DON'T MEAN TO SOUND LIKE A LOVE-
SICK PUPPY, BUT I MUST ADMIT, I RESEMBLE ONE VERY CLOSELY
RIGHT NOW. I'M STILL EXPERIENCING TOTALLY NEW EMOTIONS, BUT
I'M SORTING THEM OUT.EVERY TIME I'VE SAID I WISH I COULD
FIND A GIRL THAT.............IT'S LIKE SHE JUST POPPED OUT
OF MY DREAMS.
I WAS SCARED AT FIRST. SCARED I WAS GOING TO FAST.
THEN I REALIZED I WASN'T MOVING ANYWHERE. MY HEART WAS. I
CAN'T PUT INTO WORDS HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER. ALL I CAN DO IS
EXPRESS HOW I FEEL THROUGH MY ACTIONS AND AFFECTION. I PRAY
THAT I NEVER HAVE TO LIVE A DAY ALONE AGAIN. I MAY BE ALONE
PHYSICALLY WHEN SHE'S NOT AROUND, BUT I'LL ALWAYS HAVE HER
IN SPIRIT, MIND, AND HEART.
I NEED HER ...........................I ACTUALLY NEED
SOMEONE. IS THIS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO LOVE SOMEONE? I MEAN
TRUE, PURE LOVE BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE THAT CAN'T BE
CHALLENGED. I THINK SO.......


-SHADOW