Dookie

Ten days too late!

Okay well .... it has been ten days since my last entry. I
really hate not updating this thing. I mean ...... *sigh* I
dont kno what I mean. Lately I have been in a depressing
stage ..... more frequently. I cant really say why because
........ ha ... I dont kno. Well let me see. What happened
what happened. I am goin to go backwards here. As in from
today to yesterday to the day before to the day before that
and so on and so forth. Okay ..... Well today was JIPPY'S
birthday. I didnt see him so I couldnt hit him. And that
reminds me..... tomorrow is my other friends birthday.
YIKES! Almost forgot. Okay well today was okay .. I guess.
That was just my answer for everything today ...... 'okay i
guess'. I dont kno why ..... dont ask me why. Okay well I
woke up this morning with the urge to break everything that
was in my way. Better yet everything i saw. But other than
all that nothing more happened. Yesterday wasnt very
interesting either. Just the usual. Sunday was a waste of a
day. I was babysitting my niece and nephew all day and that
was it. Saturday was fun. Went to Great America where I
payed for Chris's, Jippy's and (jippy's girlfriend)
Estella. Took them to Great America and then to Appleby's
for dinner. A few flaws but I refuse to name them. Friday
... was okay i guess. Had one of those talks with Chris
that wasn't so great but we worked it out. Thursday ...
hmmm ...... i dont remember. Wednesday ..... I dont
remember. Tuesday ...... no remembering ...... Monday ... I
am not knowing. Okay and the only reason why I am not
remembering these ones is because ummm .... I was with my
mom and there is never anything exciting happening there.
Other than all that i guess everything has been okay.
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............................................ I think too
much about things. It bothers me many times. I think that
might be the reason why I am so depressed. Not many people
think that I am depressed because I hide it so well. They
only find out because I open my big mouth. God I hate doing
that. Sheesh ...... well I will hopefully put another entry
in here later. I hope so. Till then ..............