sugar_44

Sitting in Vanmeters class

Certain things have gotten better since yesturday, Like
Brandons not mad at me or nothing like that, i know this because he
still talks to me and this morning he wanted me to paint his
fingernails black for him because of some type of GET BACK AT EX
GIRLFRIEND THING BECAUSE OF A RUMOR (Trust me it makes since but youd
have to know the situation and im not gonna get into that.)He may not
be mad at me but I'm still kinda pissed at him because of him saying
things bout me to carrie. Hes tryin to act as though nothing is wrong
between us and there is. I want things to get back to normal with all
of us. Were all really close friends and as hard as brandon tries
talking to me I cant let what i know he said about me go. As many
times as I get mad at him or he gets mad at me, we will always stay
friends and I don't care what anyone says, he will ALWAYS have a
SPECIAL place in my heart, because he has always been there for me
and he always makes me laugh when I get down and out. Since me and
him where little we've been friends, I guess like a dumba** that I am
decided at the beginning of the year that I wanted more than
friendship... I see now that I was wrong for wanting that because it
has interfiered with the friendship that we share, But I know that
nothing can never happen between us anyways because all we'd ever do
is fuss. And plus I DONT WANT NOTHING WITH HIM RIGHT NOW ANYWAYS-IM
WITH THE ONE THAT I WANT (AND THEY DON'T come any better than my man!
LOL)
And well carrie I've always helped you sort out your
problems but i just dont believe id have the strength to
help you with Brandon because of the way i used to feel for him, but
trust me THATS OVER WITH!!!!!!!!!! I guess I'll help you though.
but no matter what i wont get mad at you
and carrie guess what......amanda finally shut up after lunch today
THANK GOD!!!!!!!
And Shane, I have NOTHING to say to you.............Just jokin' I
love you AND GOD I WISH I COULD GO TO CAN CUN W/ YOU WHEN YOU GO FOR
SPRING BREAK, BUT SURE ENOUGH I WOULD COME BACK KNOCKED UP. BUT I
JUST WANT FOOTBALL SEASON TO BE OVER WITH SO THAT YOU CAN COME OVER,
ITS LONESOME WITHOUT YOU. BYE-BABY
I love you all!!!!!!!!!!!