MestUp4sumBlink
In Too Deep
I GUESS ITS WHAT IT HAD TO BE...
HEY. OK WELL THE WEEKEND WASNT AS BAD AS I EXPECTED. IT WAS
PRETTY FUN THOUGH. ON SATURDAY AARON SAID THE CAR'S BRAKES
WENT OUT, SO WE WOULDNT B ABLE 2 DO ANYTHING. BUT MY MOM
OFFERED 2 PICK HIM UP AROUND 3. SO HE CAME OVER HERE & MY
MOMMY DROPPED US OFF AT WAFFLE HOUSE WHILE SHE WENT TO HER
HAIR APPOINTMENT. SO WE ATE SOME YUMMY FOOD. AFTER WE DIDNT
WANNA WAIT FOR MY MOM 2 PICK US UP SO WE WALKED BACK TO MY
HOUSE. WE HAD 2 CUT THROUGH THE WOODS BY CHELSEAS HOUSE,
BUT OH WELL..IT WASN'T THAT BAD. SO WE CAME BACK TO MY
HOUSE AND JUST TALKED & PLAYED FOOZBALL & STUFF LIKE
THAT.CANDICE CALLED & WANTED TO GO 2 THE MALL & GET
TOGETHER, BUT I COULDNT CUZ AARON WAS HERE. I WANTED TO
THOUGH CUZ WE HAVENT GOTTEN TOGETHER IN FOREVER, AND PLUS
THAT WHOLE "I THINK IM ABANDONING MY FRIENDS" THING AGAIN.
MY PARENTS WENT OUT TO EAT AROUND LIKE 6 OR SO & ME & AARON
STAYED HERE. WE "WATCHED" TV...AND LIKE FOOLED AROUND.(I
KNOW THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME THAT ARE READING THIS ARE
DISCUSTED BY THAT...BUT THERES MORE TO IT). LIKE ONE THING
LED TO ANOTHER & LIKE WE COULD HAVE EASILY GONE TOO FAR. I
WAS TEMPTED...BUT LIKE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I KNEW I
COULDNT GO THAT FAR. FOR ONE, ID BE BREAKING MINE AND
CHELSEAS PROMISE TO EACHOTHER. WE HAVE THIS PACT THAT IS
LIKE WE ARENT GUNNA GO ALL THE WAY WITH SOMEONE UNLESS WE
KNOW THAT WE ARE IN LOVE WITH THEM, AND WE KNOW THEY ARE IN
LOVE WITH US. I KNOW IT SOUNDS REALLY GAY, BUT ITS NOT
WORTH IT TO LOSE IT TO SOMEONE YOU DONT LOVE. AND IM NOT
100% SURE I AM IN LOVE, YA KNOW. I MEAN I THINK THAT I AM,
CUZ I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY FOR ANYONE BEFORE. BUT I
JUST WANT TO BE SURE THAT I AM, AND I WANT TO KNOW THAT HE
IS TOO BEFORE THINGS GO TOO FAR. HE KNOWS THAT THOUGH, SO
HE WASNT MAD THAT I MADE HIM STOP. SO WE DECIDED TO PLAY
NINTENDO AFTER THAT AHHAHA. SO THE REST OF THE NIGHT WAS
PRETTY GOOD. HE ENDED UP SPENDING THE NIGHT, AND WE CUDDLED
UP ON THE COUCH & WATCHED TV. WE ALMOST FELL ASLEEP SO WE
PLAYED OME GAMES LIKE YAHTZEE TO WAKE US UP HAHA. WE WENT
TO BED AT LIKE 4 OR SO. THIS MORNING I WENT & CRAWLED IN
BED WITH HIM AT LIKE 12 & WE LAYED THERE & TALKED 4 A
LITTLE WHILE. WE WANTED TO GO TO SEE THE PLAY AT THE
SCHOOL, BUT HE WAS TOO TIRED TO GET UP & GO ANYWHERE. SO OH
WELL. WE JUST SAT AROUND & TALKED & PLAYED NINTENDO & MADE
COOKIES & SHIT ALL DAY TILL HIS MOM PICKED HIM UP AROUND 7.
SO ALL IN ALL IT WAS A PRETTY GOOD WEEKEND.