J

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2001-10-21 03:55:39 (UTC)

Waiting for Kevin to call

I got off work about an hour ago. It sucked just as bad as
I thought it would my first day back. I felt like I had no
clue what I was doing at first cause I have been gone so
long. She has hired two new girls too, and I think one of
them is the girl that is dating this guy I used to sort of
see till he just stopped talking to me one day. I found
out later from my friend Rhian that it was cause he was
seeing this girl now. If it is her, I know it will not be
a beautiful thing at work. I don't care about the guy at
all anymore cause I have Kevin, I just think she is a skank
of the highest degree!!
Anyways, now I am sitting here waiting for the phone to
ring so I can talk to Kevin. It really sucks though cause
my calling card is gone and I dont think he has one today
so we won't get to talk very long tonight. I would just
call anyways, but I know I will get in so much trouble if I
do, and I dont want to owe my parents another shit load of
money like I have been for the phone. He has offered to
send me money, and I know he has plenty so it wouldn't be
putting him out or anything, but it just doesn't seem right
to me. I don't want him to think money has anything to do
with why I like him. I wish he would get the phone cards
more often though. It seems like I am always the one
getting them and he has so much more money than I do. Oh
well though. As long as I get to talk to him I could care
less who paid for it.
Well, I guess that's all for now...I'm still waiting but
I dont know what else to say right now or I would keep
talking. J




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