Fallen from grace

well this is lovely...

what was supposed to be my nice quiet night at home by
myself has now become a cry fest. but one good thing
came...i found the song i'm going to try to live by:

My time on earth

My Time On Earth
Long as it seems
Is just a moment
In the grand scheme of things
A short refrain
Of life's endless song
Sung only once and then were gone

My time on earth
Each breath i breathe
Is one more chance
To share my love with those like me
Who come and go
Like shooting stars
The truth be known thats all we are

The more than i know
The more i can see
The older i grow
The more i believe
Its not the length of the life
Or the depth of the grave
In the end we'll be measured
By the love that we gave

So my time on earth
On fate depends
But all that happens
In the space from end to end
Depends on me
And choices i face
For better or worse
Their mine to make

More than i know
The more i can see
The older i grow
The more i believe
Its not the length of the life
Or the depth of the grave
In the end we'll be measured
By the love that we gave

So my time on earth
Will be well spent
And when i leave this world,
I leave with no regrets
I'll live and love
For all its worth
Til i live out my time on earth
Til i live out my time on earth

maybe...i dunno. maybe things will get better. maybe my
attitude will perk back up. maybe my mom and i will get
along better. here come the waterworks again. ya know
what? i just thought of another song to live by:
tomorrow. yup. the sun will come out...tomorrow.