csadler

i'm a little hammered...

we went to go see the 67s play tonight and julie *and
amanda* were working there. the 67s won but they shouldn't
have. so we all went out for wings and we were all talking
and i would take her back in a second...i know it's wrong
(and i'm a little hammered) but i would. and i've got to
get this out of my head :) she fucked pat and that's
wrong. so apparently after pat did this he didn't talk to
her for like a week (this was around the time they went to
toronto, which would explain why julie said she
was "asleep" when i called before they went to toronto) but
i respect him for that, because i think deep down that pat
felt bad. (honestly, the reason i think he did that was
because he found out that she had small nipples, and pat
like big nipples...i feel bad for writing this, but hey if
anyone involved reads this, if amanda gets mad at me,
whatever, and pat realizes it's true) :) we went to the
hockey game with adele and her friend josee. josee (i
think there should be an accent agu in there) was sweet...i
would get with her in a second, but she seems to be a bit
of a bitch...i think i made her mad when (like an idiot)
she said she was a civil engineer working with an architect
and i say "i thought architects and engineers don't get
along" and she says "they don't, architects are snobs" and
i said "i heard the exact opposite" oh well...at least
i've been trying to talk up women lately, whether they're
people like josee or waitresses or ladies at bus stops :)
it can't hurt. god i would get back with amanda in a
second...somebody needs to reach through the internet and
kick my ass i swear to god ;) so vicki i think is on the
way out with her boyfriend from what's she told me today.
now jim and heather both told me to go for her so who knows
what the future might hold ;) lol...vicki's got a killer
body but we've been such good friends...who knows :) maybe
i'd ask her out to a movie or something...i don't know.
i'd feel bad picking her up on the rebound or something...i
would feel weird and i don't think she would be interested
anyways...we'll see. amanda, if you ever read this (and
for my sake i hope to god you don't) i heard you were in
you room crying all night when you found out that whitney
might move to owen sound...amanda, if you really want that
trip to paris...go out and get that trip to paris. me,
it's tough because i still have an emotional attachment
(especially when i've been drinking) but i realize that it
wasn't *close* to being meant to be between us and there's
lots of fish in the sea...maybe even vicki...well we're
going for breakfast tomorrow after my
test/exam/whatever...wish me luck :)

craig

p.s. here's the song of the day "drops of jupiter" by train...i may
have written this before (this website looks familiar) but this song
came up when we were at the bar and it reminds me of what's her
name..."did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out
there".

---------------------------------------------------------------------
Train - Drops of Jupiter
---------------------------------------------------------------------
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did
land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're
wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way