well its 9:25pm and guess where i am? at home... not at
homecoming... ya know why? cause i aint got a date. ya know
why? ill tell ya why...
well... i came to a startling conclusion tday when i was
drawing in my room... im having a great deal of difficulty.
ya see... i would rather go out with a guy... but im
physically attracted to women more. so i could go with a
guy and have less physical attraction... or go with a woman
and feel less emotional attraction... god this sux. oh
well... after a while i decided i wasnt depressed anymore
so that made me happy... then i discovered it wasnt
happiness... i just felt blank... that made me sad...
i didnt really want to really go to the game... i mean i
hate football... i hate my school... and by that i of
course hate anything that would somehow involve the two.
and tday was horrible... well noise wise. all those garders
and mums... so annoying. gave a new meaning to Bells Bells
Bells... hehe. damn... its not a good thing when ppl dress
and walk differently just to accomodate there fuckin mums
ya know? oh well...
it was kinda funny tday at school... i got on the internet
in 1st 2nd and 3d periods of the day... like 3/4 of the day
i was on the net. it was awesome... lots of fun in AC*. in
english we looked up stuff on Poe... i got to hang with
Ali... its more like she got to hang with me... she sits
there and flirts with me SOOOOO MUCH... she just laughs and
laughs and laughs at these stupid comments i make... i mean
shes pretty cute and all... but it just gets annoying...
and later in 2nd period we spent the time lookin at stuff
in Africa... i guess now that were done with NAmerica were
gonna go on to Africa.... i guess thats cool... cool wild
life and terrain in africa... and some really cool
civilizations that have been overlooked... and then in 4th
period is comp class... so yea... basicly i get on the net
and work on makin web pages... witch i already know how to
do so :P
and i just went and got some cereal dougnuts poptarts eggos
and milk and soup... im happy now... or is it nothing...