*MS JLYN*

*ALL CRIED OUT OVER U*
2001-10-19 22:05:16 (UTC)

JUST ANOTHER FRIDAY......

I'm off today and I have nothing to do. Ha, just playing!
Well, I was planning to go to Wilkinson Co. for their
Homecoming w/ Antonio and LV, but I figured that would be
kind of risky. Ya know!!! I mean, I really wanted to go see
Westside or a HO Co. team play. Anyway, I just decided to
dedicate this day to relaxing. I went and got some flavored
coffee and I picked up a magazine to read. I'm just going
to chill, drink my coffee, read a little, and work on my
Senior book. Awwww, doesn't get any better than that!

Anyways, the whole Leroy situation......HELL, what
situation??? LOL, nothing yet. No response to the forwarded
email sent to him. But this week was homecoming for the
Tigers, so maybe he has been busy. Don't know! I'm not
really worried about it that much. I mean, it's kind of
becoming more of a "if he doesn't respond, then I'm shamed"
than a "if he doesn't respond, then he doesn't like me"
thing to me now. Just from the past couple of days, I've
realized that I have major....let me
repeat....MAJOR "pull". I have what it takes to make these
dudes foolish. Not trying to sound all that and then some,
but hell, I know I got it....physically and mentally. Can't
deny the truth. I know that isn't going to make me get over
Leroy, but I came to see that my problem was that I didn't
think I could be someone special to someone else. I know I
can be. As a friend, sister, daughter, and YES, as a
girlfriend! But I'm not going to let Leroy consume me like
that. But anyway, I haven't talked to my buddy lately.
Kellen must be busy with school and stuff. Maybe I'll catch
him online later tonite or something. Oh yeah, I got to see
JOE!!! Okay, Joe is this dude that came into Zaxbys one day
and paid with all change. I know that sounds cheap, but it
was a trip. I think the thing that caught me was his
personality....not to mention his adorable looks. Well,
until last nite it had been a while since I saw him. I got
to see JOE!!!!! I had a serious natural high last nite.
Man, I'm going to get him. Even if it's just one date....he
will be mine. *MS. JLYN*




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