Disco Vixen79

Love, Hate, and Hurt

Why do I love someone who hurts me so much? Actually,
right now, I hate him more than anything, but it's because
I love him so much. Does that make any sense?

Why do I let him hurt me? Why do I let him use me? Why
can't I move on? Why do I love him so much? Why does he
have this hold over me?

He just told me he doesn't want to be my friend anymore.
It hurts so much. I just want to crawl in a hole.

Has anyone else ever loved someone so much that they
allowed them to hurt you to the point that you hated them?
I don't want to lose him. I don't want to let go.