drktygress

Ishkabibble.
2001-10-19 16:57:34 (UTC)

bloody fucking hell...

gods i'm pissed at myself

i totally bombed my cisco test. the crackhead got a better
score than me! that's REALLY fucking sad.

i soo hope my brother's gonna have a bonfire tonite. i
really need something to drink.
i think i am an alcholic afterall. now ask me if i care.

i just can't get over that test. i believe the score- i
mean- i didn't even read through the chapter all the way.
it's my own fault, but it still sucks goat nuts.

i wish i had an oozie or a machine gun. yes, that'd make
everything better right now.
homicidal? me? never.

my brain's been on a downward spiral almost this whole week.
i need a vacation.

hope i didn't do too bad on my calc. quiz the other day.
i can't believe the crackhead got a better score than me.
makes me wanna cry. then kill stuff. ... getting disturbing
pictures.
i'm so damn close to the edge, it's unbelieveable. the hell
do i do this to myself for? i could wipe out this whole
fucking school if i really thought about it (spare wally's
room of course) the opportunity is there- it taunts me
every day- why don't i do it? why? GODDAMNIT! WHY THE HELL
IS IT THAT I SEE THESE PIECES OF SHIT EVERY FUCKING DAY-
EVERY fucking day ... i still ...

son of a bitch, don't even tell me i've started to
sympathize for them. wretched wastes. what've they done for
me? jack shit.
know what? i am gonna start thinking about it. see where it
goes from there.


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