SilverEllipse

Mars Hotel
2001-10-19 05:45:31 (UTC)

Apology

the floodgates to my anger open
and the current of hurtful words flow free
too quickly to stop in time to prevent
the unrepairable damage

and it's too late
because I've hurt you
you've walked away
and it makes me hate who I am
a jerk

I've done what I never thought I'd do
I've helped you build your wall higher
to keep people like me out
I've made it that much harder to trust
once again

seemingly priding myself in being
trustworthy
understanding
comforting
how could I possibly have done something like this
to you?

if I could say something
or do something
to make your pain stop,
I would
but my time is up
my chance is gone
and for this
I'm sorry