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True confessions of the curly headed gir
2001-10-19 03:13:41 (UTC)

the boy or is it friend of my life....?

I'll tell you the story, but when I write, I write.

It all started my 8th grade year, I saw the most cutest,
most adorable guy. Too bad he was a 9th grader. But wait!
I have hookups, I'm friends with his sister. I must try
and figure out a way to make sure he knows I don't like
him, he'll get all egotistical. But his sister, my friend,
has a right to know. She laughed, but was ok with it,
whew! One year later, I'm a 9th grader, he's a 10th
grader. Oh my gosh! He's in my bio class! He remebers
me, life is good. And wow, he has Latin, he's 2nd year,
I'm first. But we still go to the same Latin conventions...
That's when it happend, at the most oddest place and oddest
time. The overnight Latin convention, he said or more
asked,"what do you do when your dating someone but you like
another person." I thought to myself,first interesting
question, who could this mysterious girl be? A better
question, why are we in the hotel's weight room at 11
o'clock at night? "um I don't know." He looked at me, "my
sister told me that when I was in the 9th grade you liked
me. Too bad she didn't tell me sooner."
Wow! could this really be happening? He wanted to kiss me,
but he was dating one of my friends. A month or so later,
he finally dumped her. We didn't date, but we did, um,
kiss, a lot. One year later, we are at it again, but this
time more than ever. I love the way he makes me feel and
the effect he has on me is a good one, but at the same time
I'm slightly afraid. It's not the fact that we might have
sex or anything, but who knows, we might. But if we are
making a commitment like this, we should be dating. He
says he likes me, me for me, not just for the "fun" stuff.
But he doesn't want the commitment of
boyfriend/girlfriend. But aren't those two things the same
commitment? I'll talk to him, face to face. And not to
close to him, I don't want to suddenly change the subject.




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