MestUp4sumBlink

In Too Deep
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2001-10-18 21:55:17 (UTC)

Today was a down day

WELL NOTHING THAT GREAT WENT ON TODAY.....GOT TO SEE SOME
OF THE PLAY...WHICH IS GREAT. ITS REALLY FUNNY.PLUS MATT &
TREY R GREAT AT IT. CLASSES BASICALLY SUCKED, AND ONCE AGIN
I GOT BOMBARDED AD REMINDED WITH SO MANY THINGS 2 DO. I
HAVE SO MUCH SCHOOL WORK DUE NEXT WEEK, AND I KEEP PUTTING
IT OFF, BUT FUCK IT OH WELL.
UM SO ME & KATHERINE HAVE STARTED TALKING A LOT
AGAIN...WHICH IS KOOL CUZ WE HADNT BEEN AS CLOSE SINCE THE
LAST TIME WE GOT SHITFACED THIS SUMMER. BUT MAN I WISH IT
WAS SUMMER AGAIN, THAT WAS THE BEST B/C I WAS CONSTANTLY
WITH MY FRIENDS & LIKE NEVER WORRIED ABOUT ANYTHING (UNTILL
I GOT CAUGHT). I DUNNO, I JUST WANT TO LET LOSE AGAIN & FOR
IT TO BE BACK LIKE IT WAS THEN. I DUNNO THOUGH. I JUST NOW
FINALLY GAINED ALL MY TRUST BACK FROM MY PARENTS. I MEAN
THEY LET ME RIDE WITH AARON, LET HIM SPEND THE NIGHT,
BASICALLY I DO HAVE A LOT OF FREEDOM, SO I DONT WANNA FUCK
THAT UP... AND THEN AGAIN I AM SO TEMPTED 2 DO THIS THING
IN HELEN, BUT THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I WOULDNT GET CAUGHT.
AND THEN IF I DID I WOULD BE GROUNDED FOR THE REST OF
HIGHSCHOOL...
SO MY "FRIEND" I GUESS ASKS ME TODAY IF I EVER HAVE ONE OF
THOSE DAYS WHEN YOU ARENT HAPPY WITH WHO YOU ARE OR WITH
YOUR LIFE?. WELL TODAY WAS KIND OF ONE OF THOSE DAYS. I WAS
LOOKING AT EVERYONE AS IF I WASNT MYSELF, LIKE I WASNT
PAYING ATTENTION TO ANYONE MUCH TODAY CUZ I WAS IN SUCH
DEEP THOUGHT ABOUT LIKE THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. IM NOT GUNNA
GO INTO DETAIL ABOUT MY THOUGHTS ON SOME PEOPLE, CUZ THATS
JUST WRONG,EVEN THOUGH IT WOULDNT MATTER CUZ THOSE PEOPLE
DONT READ THIS NEWAY....BUT STILL. BUT IT SORT OF SEEMS,
ACTALY MAJORLY SEEMS, THAT I AM DRIFTING AWAY FROM ALL MY
FRIENDS. NOT JUST MY SORT OF FRIENDS, BUT THE PEOPLE I KNOW
I CN COUNT ON THAT HAVE BEEN THERE 4 ME FOREVER. LIKE HALF
OF THEM JUST WALK RIGHT PAST ME THIS MORNING IN THE
COMMONS, WHEN I START TO SAY SOMETHING TO THEM THEY WOULD
GIVE ME THIS FAKE SMILE & JUST KEEP WALKING. THINGS LIKE
THAT PISS ME OFF, CUZ MY FRIENDS R LIKE THE MOST IMPORTANT
THING. MNAYBE ITS ME THATS BEEN BLOWING THEM OFF, WHICH I
FEEL LIKE I HAVE IN A WAY....BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
LIKE I HAVENT DONE NETHING WITH MY FRIENDS IN A WHILE OVER
THE WEEKEND EXCEPT GO 2 THE GAMES WITH CHELSEA ON FRIDAY
NIGHTS. I REALLY MISS GOING 2 THE MALL WITH EVERYONE THIS
SUMMER & JUST ACTING LIKE TOTAL JACKASSES. THERE IT GOS
AGAIN....THIS SUMMER....I GUESS I WAS HAPPIER THEN. I KNOW
I WAS. WELL ITS THE PAST SO WHATEVER. ALL I GUES I AM
TRYING 2 SAY IS THAT IM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE.


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