SilverEllipse

Mars Hotel
2001-10-18 18:50:04 (UTC)

Relationships

to feel inadequate
almost impotent
my desire has gone
what are we left with?

and the words of a friend
ring in my ear:
she is right;
we are not communicative
there is no relationship
and are you content with that?
is this all you want from me?
when all I want from you is
honesty
vulnerability
trust

you've been hurt deeply before
I know
now that you're no longer confused,
it seems as if the roles have reversed
because at present, I'm lost in my own
encircling thoughts
I don't know anything anymore
about you or me or whatever the hell it is I
think I'm doing

I know I want to be with you
but I don't know if this is right
I don't know if it will ever be right