Guava

kiss me, kill me, hold me, thrill me
2001-10-18 18:44:55 (UTC)

Song, song go away

Ok, I can't get this song out of my head. Don't get me
wrong. I like Elton John, loved his performance with
Eminem, but this song has been stuck in my head all day.
The video is a really good one. I like the use of one
central figure in the video. It's almost as good as Fat Boy
Slim's "Weapon of Choice" video. That one is just amazing
because the special effects are well used.

Artist: ELTON JOHN
Album: Songs From The West Coast
Title: I Want Love

I want love
But it's impossible
A man like me
So irresponsible
A man like me
Is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
I can't love
Shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing
I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing
Just old scars
Toughening up
Around my heart

But I want love
Just a different kind
I want love
Won't break me down
Won't brick me up
Won't fence me in
I want a love that
Don't mean a thing
That's the love I want
I want love

I want love on
My own terms
After everything
I've ever learned
Me, I carry too
Much baggage
Oh man I've seen
So much traffic

But I want love
Just a different kind
I want love
Won't break me down
Won't brick me up
Won't fence me in
I want a love that
Don't mean a thing
That's the love I want
I want love

So bring it on
I've been bruised
Don't give me love
That's clean and smooth
I'm ready for
The rougher stuff
No sweet romance
I've had enough

A man like me
Is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

But I want love
Just a different kind
I want love
Won't break me down
Won't brick me up
Won't fence me in
I want a love that
Don't mean a thing
That's the love I want
I want love

I want love
Just a different kind
I want love
Won't break me down
Won't brick me up
Won't fence me in
I want a love that
Don't mean a thing
That's the love I want
I want love

Ok, now that you've read all that you're wondering if i've
fallen in love or something. At least you'd like to know
why it's in my head. I don't really know. I must have seen
an ad for the cd or something yesterday before I went to bed.

Last night I was dog tired just after midnight, but I
couldn't sleep. I stayed up till 2 watching that Melissa
Joan Heart movie where she gets her boyfriend to kill her
parents so she can live happily ever after with this other guy.

It's a pretty good movie. I just watch it for her and David
Lascher. He plays the other guy. Anyway. I used to watch
both of them on Nickelodeon when I was younger. I totally
loved the show Hey Dude. David and Christine Taylor were
good in it. Mostly it was a really good laugh.. Then
Clarissa Explains it all was such a great program. It
really hit home for me in many ways. I fel a lot like a
misunderstood child like Clarissa sort of was. The only
thing is I wish I had a younger brother to kick around.

Both of those shows were ones I watched all the time. I've
probably seen all the episodes of each one. There were
other shows back then too that I couldn't stand. I watched
a little of the one called Fifteen. It had Ryan Reynolds in
it. He played some punk in a leather jacket. His character
scared me for some reason. I had totally forgotten about it
until my Freshmen year in college. I was watching tv and
Two Guys, A Girl and A Pizza Place came on and this guy on
there was totally giving me the creeps. I had no clue why
so I looked him up and made the odd connection. The wierd
thing is that it made such a deep impression on me. There
is no reason in my mind that he should scare me and infact
he nolonger does. It was a long while as I surfed the net
looking for info on him. He was totally creeping me out
until I figured out who he was and where he was from.

Then there was Welcome Freshmen. I didn't watch the show
and infact the only thing I can remember about it is the
name. The two shows seemed so alike in their topics at least.

I don't know what I clicked, but when I nearly dropped my
keyboard I opend another program.

Tomorrow I go home. I'm hoping that I'll be on the road not
too much more than 24 hours from now. It depends on when I
do my com assignment that we have to turn in sometime tomorrow.

I also have to print out some stuff and mount it this
weekend for MOnday. I can do that at home and them my
parents can see what I'm doing. It will make them feel
better knowing what I'm up to.

It's sunny and cool here. I wish it would warm up a bit
before winter hits. It would be really nice if it did, but
I doubt it will. Then when I go home it will be colder and
wetter there. The wet air makes it seem so much colder than
it really is.

I love pepperoni sticks! They should be outlawed I eat them
so much. I know they're not that good for me. Hey, it
beats the spinch salad in the fridge...